To Give or Not to Give
I've been learning a lot over the past month. I'm beginning to see why God has allowed me to be in a dating relationship. In the beginning of the relationship, I was of course, happy, full of hopes and visions for "our future". As the dating relationship began growing, I started noticing what was "not" there which I thought "should" be there. I wanted him to be more like______ and to say more of _______ and to react like ________ and to understand me exactly how I understand myself. Recently I began noticing how much about "ME" I was making this relationship. I started forgetting the reason I wanted to be in a godly relationship. I remember before even being interested in my boyfriend, I would pray for God's will in my life and if he wanted to bless me with a relationship, I prayed that the relationship would have a purpose. In other words, if I was going to date and maybe even eventually marry someone, it would be so that we could be...