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God knows exactly what He is doing

The past couple of weeks have been a bit of an emotional whirlwind for me. I recently entered into a dating relationship, I had to write my final papers and study for my final exam, I found out I have mild scoliosis, I was enduring a spinal pinched nerve and the pain, I've been preparing one of my classes of students for a tough competition, and I find myself having to be there more and more for my sons in their school work and in helping to keep them on track. In other words I have been emotionally and physically overwhelmed.  Just this morning, I had a bit of an emotional breakdown. I cried and cried and prayed. The feeling over me just felt close to unbearable at the moment, but I knew that this was Satan trying to put me down, overloading my mind with negative thoughts and the feeling that I couldn't handle all these emotions. You see, I have a certain stubbornness about me. It's a part of that pride I struggle with in my sinful nature. I feel that if something does not...